im like. literally so sad. like i want a boyfriend so bad. i just want to be content with someone and just be happy for a prolonged period of time rather than how i am right now which is like, just spurts of happiness every so often.. n shit. like i like what im doign now and im happy i have options but sometimes it’d just be nice to settle down, and the fact that its getting colder outside makes it so much worse, i literally want someone that i can do all that corny shit with, like go to haunted places and watch movies, and i really wanna be cute during christmastime too like im so sad ill probably cry tonight.
also its kind of sad that i dont talk to the new boy fr. but i guess i was right when i said he probably just wanted to fuck me, its just sad bc hes so cute and :/
anyway i didnt get home til like 10 and i have so much work to do and i did none of it and my legs are gonna hurt so bad tomorrow they hurt so bad right now and i’m gonna be so sleepy smh
anyways so my day. rly spent the entire day with my lil fuckboy, we smoked like 5 blunts and we were just both rly high and we were with 3 of our other friends and he kept touching me and stuff and ugh. and then some other people came to where all fo us were and one of them was the new boy, mind you we had sex and then he basically cut me off and stopped talking to me and just recently started talking to me again for…. whatever reason idek. but i really didn’t see him fr. and then the other people left and we took my other friend home and then we pulled into a parking lot in a park and had sex in the backseat of my car and it was just. so good…. hes so cute and he asked me what i wanted for my birthday!! and ugh i love being around him honestly, hes not even that much of a fuckboy but i just tease him about it and he gets so mad its so cute aw!!!!
oh yes. and also. my wee bae loves my nip piercings. like literally could not keep hands off of them. and just kept telling me how fucking hot they are ugh I love it I rly do
ahh so I’m just! smitten !!!! rn. bc of my wee baeeee. I just. am feeling so. 💘💘💘💘💘. it’s just so much. and I’m just happy. just bc of everything that’s ever happened w/ us. I’m just. happy and I usually never am. I’m just so smitten im so. just. in love with this feeling
post about ma bae:
-has cute hair
-has pretty pretty eyes that I wish I could look into forever
-likes the same rap music as me
-is aggressive af [ ;-)))) ]
-is just. so cute.